My family has had a rough 18 months. As I have mentioned in previous blog posts, both myself and the husband lost a parent and recently we lost a long time pet, so we desperately need some cleansing of bad mojo but just recently the tide has seemed to turn with a new job opportunity for the husband in his career and our son finding a floor manager position with Target (my favorite store).
I've had a whole lot of things taking space up in my head that have caused me emotions that aren't necessary and it's totally foolish of me to continue to let these things bother me and cause me pain. Some have had their grip on me for years and some are relatively new. I need to let them go and I'm working on some self-talk when those thoughts start to enter my head.
In the last year, I've had to re-evaluate friendships and other relationships and decide what course of action to take because more important than ever in my life and in this world, I want to surround myself with people who share the same values and be done with those that do not. I'm not ashamed to admit that our circle of friends has grown smaller but for us at this point it's quality, not quantity that counts.
I'm also letting go of the ideal that I'm going to go back to weighing the 125 pounds I did at age 21. It's not going to happen, it was almost 40 years ago and I'd look like crap at my age at that weight. I'm letting that go and be thankful for my current good health and just concentrate on moving, be that gardening, walking, biking or yoga.
I'm also letting go of a lot of time spent on social media. Lately, I found that whenever I am on Facebook, my news feed is depressing and I see the same damn thing posted by multiple people and it's just not fun anymore. I'm not giving it up because it is the only way for me to keep up with my out of state friends but I'm scaling back big time.
Lastly, I'm excited about a possible part time job opportunity. A new 75 high end store outlet mall is opening up in our burb in late October and they are having a job fair next month that I'm going to go and see if I can find PT work that will fit my needs. Cross your fingers!
Since it appears that we will be staying in this home for a few more years, we've got some home projects coming up that is going to keep me busy over the next 3-4 months and I'll share as things get done.
In the meantime, as my water bottle says "Worry Less, Live More"
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